I found a beautiful quote somewhere... "Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires." I hope our love is a great one :) Get well soon hubby.

God, I wish I wasn't so whiny. I don't blame you for anything, after all it's not your fault. I just wish there were less things that stood between us. Is it just bad luck? I don't know... I miss you so much. I wish I could've seen you today, but your leg's not good and all. Why is it that all these things always keep us apart. There's always something... I don't know. Probably bad luck. It's not like you getting a bad leg and an mc is a good thing, I just wish it were at a different point in time so I could see you, instead of it falling directly on my exams.. Life is a bitch sometimes. Maybe I'm just thinking too much, or I'm too reliant on you.. Sorry about that. I know you're more mature than to mope around and wait, but that's what I do. I just can't do anything else when I'm missing you. I can't stop thinking about you, it's not a conscious choice. *Mentally* Now I must think of Davin. No, it's not like that. You just keep popping into my head, even when I least expect it. I miss you so much, I wish you didn't have to stay in the army so long. I wish I could be like you and just occupy myself so it wouldn't hurt so much. I should grow up.

I can predict what's going to happen today. You're going to wake up at 11+, I'm going to tell you there's no point coming over because I have to go for dinner at 6+, and then I'll see you tomorrow. Insert tears and pain in there, somewhere. "Most likely" still remains at P=0.1% what did I expect? But I can't blame you. You've been away for 2 weeks, it's natural for you to get caught up with lots of things. I won't complain. I'm just sad I probably won't get to see you today.

Every day is eternity without you. I miss you so much. I wish you were here, just so I can touch you and feel you near me. I'll wait. I'll wait right here for you to come back, every week, faithfully. I love you so much. 6 (I insist) more days until I can see you again. How I miss you.. Nothing fills the void only you can fill (no pun intended, do not think sick.) Goodnight, love. Sweet dreams. I hope you get a good rest tonight in your non-windy bunk bed! I hope the wind will keep you cool tonight. *hugs*

I do believe absence makes the heart grow fonder. I hadn't realised how important you are to me until you're gone. I'll cherish you always. Love you dear hubby!! 6/7 more days! I can't wait until you're out. I don't care if you're black or peeling or bald or fat, I'll love you anyway simply because you're you, the you that took my heart away! (Cue: when my whole world was grey.) I feel like completing the song. Just thinking about you brings joy to my heart! I would never be able to live without you. You give me hope for tomorrow! Stay strong, my love, because I'll stay strong too. Let's pass this test with orbiting colours! (More powerful than flying, because it has escaped the clutches of earth's gravity and everything else holding it down.)

What did I expect? You to come running down here at 7am? Well, yeah I kind of wished that, but from the way you've been these few weeks.. I knew it would be impossible. Still, I'll miss you. Take care in the army, don't get any injuries..

I said you were never here for me when I needed you most. You didn't believe me. Do you believe me now? Whatever. I don't deserve to be happy. I never will be. I deserve all the bad things that come my way because of all my sins. Why do we fight so hard for such transient things in life? I don't know. In the end nothing fills the void, the emptiness you feel on those days when you just reflect and think about your life, when you realise that