I don't deserve you. After all the effort you've put in, I'm still not satisfied. I keep asking for more. I'm sorry, I know you're awesome and you're already doing your best. It's me, there's just something wrong with me.

Treat me like a child; throw your arms around me, oh please protect me.

Yesterday/today was great ♥ Love you so much. Thanks for just lying next to me waiting for me to sleep, and for watching over me. It made me feel so secure and safe. I wish I could spend every day with you! Don't fall any sicker, please :( I'll feel terrible. I hope you got home safely *hugs* you're my everything. Sorry for being all emo and weak and jealous and suspicious of you and stuff. :( But know that I truly love you, and I wouldn't be able to live without you. Please don't ever leave me

Cried in the middle of training. Don't know why I did, I guess I just felt extremely lonely and abandoned at that point in time. I miss you so much, it's insane. I miss you so much, I've gone numb. I wish you were more real. Like I can talk to you even if I'm not with you, physically. All this time, whenever we're apart, I never really get a chance to talk to you. Is it supposed to be this way? I feel like we're distancing. These 2 days, we've shared about 50 words. That's all. I don't know if I'm supposed to accept this as normalcy, or accept this as an exception... But lately it hasn't been exceptional at all.

Sigh I wish you weren't so busy. But I'm being selfish again. I should just bottle this all up so nobody will know, bury it deep down so I can be content with what I have. I hate this feeling.

I don't understand why whenever you have your own things like dancce, you always make it a point to be on time, even early. but when it comes to meeting me, there's always something you have to do/something crops up. i really don't get it. am i just unlucky? does this have anything to do with our fate? or do i mean less to you? i don't know. maybe you're growing bored of me or you're tired of me.