probably gonna cry myself to sleep. i've no idea why i just feel so sad/depressed. sometimes i really wonder if i'm ready for a relationship. i get jealous so easily, whenever you talk about meeting other girls. i trust you and all, i just don't know why i feel that way. if i get jealous does that mean i don't trust you? i don't know.. i'm so childish. i get upset over little things like this and just make it horrible for both of us. i'm so whiney, like a kid. whenever i don't get what i want i make a fuss. and i don't even say what i want. i can't :\ i want you to be able to read me and know my needs. i know that's asking for too much, i mean who's psychic? i'm definitely not. but still i continue hoping you'd just understand what i need/want. i love you, and i don't want to cause you suffering/problems just because i'm so stubborn and all. i'm so possessive, i always want to know where you are, what you're doing. is that wrong? and whenever you're gone i don't want to ask where you are because then it might seem like i'm too controlling and i don't give you freedom.

Booo. I miss you! i wish you would tell me what you're doing so i know and won't just wait for you the whole day :\

it's my dream to hug you to sleep! one day... (: i love you hubby!

stupid chat logs, you going on and on about being afraid of commitment. this is prolly unrealistic but sometimes i just feel insecure, like this is all just a dream, or a bubble waiting to pop. i don't know, i just feel less important to you. i'm scared.

i'm sorry for what i said, i really am. i didn't mean it. i love you so much, you'd probably never know just how. but i've realised today that i'd wait for you, no matter what. even when we're apart you're always in my heart, in my mind, in my soul. the pain from being away from you will be nothing compared to the heartache i'd feel if you ever left me, so don't ever leave me. please. you're the only one i'll ever want ♥ ily, hubby

Maybe It's true, that I can't live without you ♥ You're the best (: I couldn't love you more than I do today, but it's going to be nothing compared to how I'll love you tomorrow. You're an angel too; an angel in disguise. My angel! ♥

i wonder, if it was possible, would you get back tgt w any of your ex-es :O no reason, just wondering.. tell the truth! and don't act as if you didn't read this :P haha. ♥

There's not much left to say; you're everything to me now. ♥ I'll always be behind you in all that you're going to do (: Never give up on yourself, because I'll never give up on you! Don't let others put you down because you know you're better than that. *hugs* i love you so much, love in all it's entirety is an understatement. Please stay with me forever, if that's not too much to ask for.